Date is coming to soon

9.5 more days and our Rock and loving husband a daddy is deploying. The date has just come so fast and we can't believe it. Mark kept tossing and turning in bed last night and when I asked him if he was okay, he said he just couldn't sleep. I asked why and he said I just don't want to leave you guys. I know it is hurting him so I keep trying to hide how scared I am too. Friday is my day off at work and Mark and I are going to spend the day together. Then next Thursday and Friday he is off and I took leave so Madi and I can spend time with him.



Another date coming fast is Friday. We find out if we are pregnant. If our embryo transfer took. I cannot wait. I hear from Mark everyday that he thinks I am pregnant but I am trying not to think either way because I don't want to be even more disappointed if it's negative. But secretly I feel pregnant but I read that progesterone injections can cause pregnancy symptoms so who knows. We will find out in 1.5 days.



Saturday we have our family photos. We had then scheduled in May but the day before pictures Mark got the flu and so we just did Madi 1 yr photos instead. So I am excited about having updated photos. Although I went in for a "trim" on my hair Monday and it turned into 4 inches being cut off, wasn't happy. But oh well it will grow back.



Sunday is Mark's "hurry back soon" bbq. Have a lot of people coming and although it will be nice to have a lot of our friends and family here it is just sad to think he is leaving so soon.



Well I will post pictures of Madi soon. This uploader takes like 30 mins for 5 pics and I have to get them downloaded. So pictures will be up soon.



R~